I was always the top few students in my class during secondary.
classmates even teachers were praising how good and hardworking i was.
i thought i was good and the journey would definitely be smooth for me to enter uni.
but it didn't.

And some of my classmates who got into poly are getting into local uni
either this aug or in 2 years time.
sigh.
but it doesn't mean that i regretted choosing to go to JC. No doubt.
i always stress this point b'cos JC was the best moment i had ever spent in Singapore.

I thought i already get over it.
well, not completely i guess.
i didn't say that the current school i'm in is bad
but everybody final aim is of cos to get into the local uni.








End up i'm the lousiest.
I'm the only one to blame.