i just wanna be happy


Friday, January 09, 2009, 7:09 AM
indecisive

My phone rang when i was having my dinner.
but i somehow couldn't find my phone.
i heard it rang and i thought it might not be my phone.
and suddenly, i remembered it was in my pocket.
hehe..

my phone screen shown 'Melissa' but it was a guy voice when i picked it up.
OHHH it's Yaoquan [her bf] hahaha
he asked me which day i will free, tue or thu.
i thought he got lobang for part time job.
i was damn happy!! cos i'm free on thu lol

he said we will have a small odac gathering.
oh okay not so bad hehe.
then he said 'congrats, u are not selected for the exco'.
did he mean that im selected for exco?
or he was just joking maybe it's really a gathering haha.
oh it maybe interview!!

btwwwww,,,,,,,,,,,
let assume that im selected.
sorry lah thick skin abit lol
i don't know whether to accept or not.
sigh..
i admit that i wanted to be exco at the beginning,
but now i'm afraid of commitment.
my studies is so bad now and being an exco means another responsibility.
i don't know if i can manage them well.
HOW??

hmmm don't even know if i will be.
think too much hahahahahaha
sorry lah cannot meh =p

HEY!!
just received a news that it's an interview!
this bother me more siaaaa......
the 1st question is for sure 'do you wanna be exco?'
I DON'T KNOW!!
if i say 'yes' means i wanna be.
if i say 'no' means they won't consider you anymore.
I REALLY DON'T KNOW!
now, i don't even know whether to go for the interview or not.
it scares me! advice please...