i just wanna be happy


Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 8:01 AM
human

humans are so complicated.
i hate that and i choose to be a simple person
but people will just treat u like a stupid.
i try not to think too complicated about things especially among friends.
however, some people that u meet in ur life will just use this "weakness" of you.
they will treat u like their bestfriend and "use" you to reach their goal.
cos i will think that, hey! this person can be my friend and i will treat this person like all my other friends. there will be no wall built high between us.
i certainly don't feel good about that and i feel betrayed.

sometimes, i think i'm stupid too.
cos i tried not to think too much and i will just say things out without considering the consequences.
it sometimes brings u into unnecessary trouble.

it's not easy to be a human.
human is just so complicated.












disappointed