It's 3 o'clock in the morning.
I became just a tourist officially on 26/05.
I have got no connection or whatsoever with Singapore now.
simply a tourist who is only allowed to stay in Singapore for 1 month.
I am not happy = sad.
how could "you" be so cruel to me?
I treat "you" like my future home, in fact, my second home but this is all i get.
hais i think i am the one to be blamed.











p.s. sorry

I dropped my hp while charging it and the screen CRACKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *OUCH*
FUCK!! so suayyyyyyyyyyyy..........
"U" keep me waiting, now my hp's screen cracks.
WHAT ARE THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last week of school for me.
abit unwilling but well life goes on (:
good luck for those who are taking a'level this year.
study hard. gp is everything.

ok something random.
i always make my parents proud in term of academic achievement.
from primary to secondary in Batam and secondary in S'pore.
but this time, i have disappointed them.
haisss...











p.s. Another glass of whiskey but it still don't kill the pain

woke up with right ear half deaf.

Went SIM to make payment this morning and found out that nets can only pay up to $2000.
Hais need to go allllllllllllll the way to west again on tuesday.
WHICH MEAN no sch for me on tuessday!! haha

chiong to sch for college day after that to be photographer =.=
every little things gave me goosebump.
i guess it's because the college day bring back those good time.
congrats to all the prize recipients (:

town-ing, shopping!!
saw this bag wah I LIKE!! but $109.90
I NEED MONEY!!!!
chilled at balcony. GAN BEI haha [inside joke]
i really can't drink sia....
3 glasses are enough to knock me off











p.s. don't keep me waiting

I can't imagine how are those rich people lifestyle like man..
travel from country to country.
yatch party, HUGE birthday party, etc,etc parties............
spend money without worrying that i'll not have enough money to eat tmr.
more more more more more more more and more.
bring me to your life. i wanna experience that even for a day.
HAHA










p.s. cheapo!

I WANT TO HAVE A MAKE-UP BIRTHDAY BLAST!!

CAN'T LET MY 21ST BIRTHDAY JUST PASSED LIKE

NOTHING IS HAPPENING.


anyone keen to join my organising team?

pls contact me as soon as possible.

limited space HAHAHAHA.

i'm tired of school but i have no choice.

it's all lies. they DISCRIMINATE people who failed gp. FUCK!

i wanna be in love but i just can't.

people are troubled over which uni to choose but i'm waiting for them to choose me.

people say listen to your heart but i never.

do not care about what other people think but we are interdependent.

argh!

Anxious is the word to describe my feeling whenever i end school.
45mins to 1 hr journey home is full of up and down.
The feeling of thrill flows through my body from head to toe whenever i insert the key into the mailbox.
Hoping to see that piece of paper with a sailed-through-chop.
However, i always walk away with disappointment.









p.s. how long more can i hang on to this?

yes, i'm still waiting for "U".

btw, yantho alr got the reply from NTU.
congrats, bro.
will i get mine soon? i dunno.
or will i ever get one? Only "U" know.

well, heard this quote/sentence/say or whatever it is, i think it's quite nice,
"The moment u accept your difference is the moment when you are normal."

p.s. how long do I need to wait?

guys pls pray for me.
pray that i will be accepted by ntu/nus.
I hope they will reply me by 17 may, pleaseee
And for those who read this but you don't know who I am, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME TOO.
thank you so much.
*pray hard*