I just wanna be happy.

Friday, February 01, 2008, 10:54 PM

hello sigh

hello everyone.

life has been boring

nothing coloured my black and white life

I miss everything in school. I miss the time we had together.

I miss you guys badly. who say study got no life?

result will be released soon.

hais so many "what if" in my mind now

i know nothing can be done right now but still

chinese new year is just around the corner but im not excited

i don't know why. maybe the result. i feel insecure.

how i wish i am damn rich so you don't need to rely so much on other people.

i don't want the feeling of i OWE somebody.

i really hate it but again this is life.

Btw, i still wanna say I am so thankful for all your help to our family.

i will not be who i am and where i am now without your help.

nothing can ever repay what u give to us.

i feel really bad that i can't even help you to do this small favour that u asked me to do.

and i keep finding excuses so i can "dont" do it.

i am so sorry.

i guess February will not be a good month for me.

it might be good if i got good result. so let's pray.

there are just so many things that bother me.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

i just wanna be happy



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