As expected, I got last again among the J2s. 10th place out of 23 people [j1s and j2s]

Some J1s are better than me which is good.

She only chose the best 8 [guy] for rockmaster.

But she promised me she will send me for the next comp which is rockmaster cos no limit of how many people she can send.

I didn't take part in the TJ comp cos they only allowed 5 boys and 5 girls from each JC.

I'm so upset and ANGRY...

I tried to calm down and think that maybe it's my fault cos I'm not good enough.

And there is somebody who didn't take part in the internal comp cos that somebody not feeling well but she still chose him.

why? cos he is strong, he is good.

Then what is the point of having internal comp??

she can just choose whoever she wants.

If there is someone who is very good and took part in the internal comp, but accident, slip or for some reasons didn't do too well, I don't believe that she won't choose that person.

I was waiting anxiously for her to give me the form but I was just so upset.