i just wanna be happy
Friday, April 27, 2007,
9:37 PM
emo is the new happy
Go school 5 times a week
CCA mon wed fri
Weekends stay at home staring at the wall
Almost repeat all the things again and again
Is this life?
I'm tired I'm lonely
so lonely
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People always say i'm very optimistic
but I guess not
Sometimes I yearn for something to happen but most of the time I tell myself
"Come on Santono. Don't be dumb. It will never happen."
Face this cruel world, Santono
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Of course when u face any problems, you would want to share with your friends
so that you willl feel better
For me, I think I will just carry these problems by myself
When they are too heavy for me to carry, I guess I will just let them bury me and die
It's because I live in where I'm living now
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It's me, It's Santono
It's scary to be me
I don't want to lose all of you
but
at the same time I want to be myself
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