i just wanna be happy


Saturday, March 10, 2007, 8:25 PM
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To 06S14 and all TPJCians that I know and don't know
Guys, do u realise that the time we can spend together in TPJC is soon gonna end? In about 8 months time, all of us will not be able to see one another everyday. We will carry on our own life without the accompany of eachother. TPJC rocks my life. TPJC bring me confidence, happiness, tons friends. Make it simple, TPJC change my life forever.
Friends, I really don't know how it'll be like after graduate. Everybody will be apart. Getting new friends, getting "not so close" to eachother. I DON'T WANT ALL THIS TO HAPPEN!! but it's unavoidable. I love u, guys. I hope I can hug all of you and give you a kiss right now. I don't know how to face my life without all of you. People may say it's ok we will always keep in touch. But how true it is? When I graduated from Batam secondary, all of us say that we will keep in touch always. However, those who still keep in touch now are not many. Maybe can count with my 10 fingers. TPJCians, will we end up like this? or even lost contact? Feel like crying everytime I think of it.
I also met someone who I wanna share my life with but too bad. I also met someone who I wanna share my life with but I can't do that and it'll never happen. Guys, please don't ask me who are the someones. I know if i don't wanna let people know, i shouldn't have wrote all this. But I just wanna let my feeling out that I can let them out nowhere. If this annoy you, I'm really sorry.
Finally, no matter what happen next, all of you will remain in my heart forever. All the time we spent together. Happy and Sad. All these will never be forgotten.
I LOVE U GUYS!!